As you know the baby daddy wish not to be in the babys life. After been cuss at, deny to and everything i just let it go, said okay to it.  I didnt worry that he didnt want to be part of the baby life, i now know what so called men he is i dont need him to take good care of my baby.

yes i do feel bad for it to grow up without a father but the way things are today many kids been growin up that way. you never know maybe i will find a real man who want to be in my child life and all. so i always stay looking on the bright side.

well for some reason the baby daddy just cant leave things alone. he wants to keep prank calling my cuzin, messagin me cussing me. well i block him from my AIM and my space. so i get messages in my text but i stop replyin to them. now he borthing my best friend, always cussin on her voicemail saying childish stuff.

well saturday i get a message from a old from name dina that i once lived with to help her out. she wanted to go to  a party in morgentown with me and kristal. well we was going to go but found some odd fishy thing about it all.  i had a feeling it was a set~up. the baby daddy been threatin me && kristal about gettin us jump so i wont have the baby.

well thank god i listen to my gut because it was, he called saying he messed up for findin out now insteed of his sister medina and dina doing it he going to have 4 girls doing it.

we are tired of his bull for my safey and my child we going tomorrow to get number change && a epo on him, sister and dina. i do not need this in my life, i let it go so why cant he?! he made the choice not to be in its life, rather he likes it or not imma have that child, he will pay the price for what he did, for not willing to be a daddy.